I've burnt, then built then burnt many bridges. So much that it's incredible that they even let me back in... so I burnt them all again.

I gave up when they told me that they REALLY wanted to help. All because of a stupid mass message that I was thinking of *gulp*

After careful and painful paranoia followed by endless nights "rehearsing" how I could be treated like I've never said anything odd. Well, I drew a picture in my head of an accurate description of what they all thought.

It didn't bother me but they saw themselves as generally healthier people that didn't bother me at all because it's actually true, but what bothered me is that I thought that they were smarter than than me.

But he'll breaks loose when I say that they are dumber than a bag of rocks.

I don't miss those workaholic robots.

By the way. I'm still pissed with my cousin for saying "if you were going to Top Yourself, you would have done it a long time ago"

Like he's telling me that I should have done it right after my young brother. And when he saw me in hospital he said "I thought you were a gonna"!

Do you you see how much crap happens between family and friends. F_them!

If they were your friends, really good friends. They wouldn't be putting you through this pain.

No worries, just don't eat them [emoji2]