Maybe my nan doing a psychology class at college was something she had always wanted to because she was planning to retire soon.
I said that she wanted to see if I could be fixed. Or they were just like my parents and would pin the whole blame on me so everyone could be exempt from any guilt. It was just me who was faulty. I didn't need to get away from those who were around me. They wanted to reassure everyone that I was "a bad egg." Case closed. That was my thinking at the time.
I'm sorry for catastraphising. I used to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. But after everything that had happened, I was still too hasty in making that call.