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Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer
i can't seem to shake this endless cycle. doesn't it ever go away???? every 6 to 15 days or so something bad happens that makes me have an emotional meltdown and I want more than anything than to end it. the only thing that saves me is that i'm afraid to end it in the usual ways such as
for my own weird reasons the only way i'll do it is to go to the forest to be with nature and die of starvation but that takes time. i just love the nature people and hate humans soooooooooooooooooooooooo much including myself
i don't have a therapist but dont think any medicine could help. doesn't this cycle ever end? every time i keep hoping that will be the last time. it's like clockwork. just waiting for the next dreadful painful explosion |
Star, I understand how you feel. I can't take any meds that would help my depression bc my chemistry makes me way too sensitive to SSRI's, but I do go to therapy, and it does help. I believe that any person having these type of issues, needs to talk with someone, bc just letting it out does feel a little better. Also there are other things that a therapist can do other than medication, and with the way this world is today, everyone thinks to take a pill, and it will be a quick fix (not true). All of us want to be normal people, but what is normal. I believe everyone struggles with there life sometimes, and we all have to try to make it through. Sometimes life gets better, sometimes it doesn't, but everyone has to make there way through. We all on this site try to give each other support, and you have mine. If you ever just need to chat, and I am on, (bc I also have physical issues that put me down) It would be ok if you messaged me to chat. Please think about talking with someone, what can it hurt to at least talk?
