deffenetly

I can't count the times where I've tried to work hard in school, got complimented by people, then a few days later I rip it up, trash the folder, or do something else with it- spoiling everything

or the times where i've been given a project and for a couple of hours I work really hard on it, and plan to do really well on it for days until it is in, then I lose focus and think **** it... what good will it be anyway

the sad part is that most of my schooling I spent in hospital, so the times I was out and at school were not exactly great ones.