She just got me again. I let her have it. I saw it going downhill. I thought about saying nothing and getting off the phone. But I let her have it for stirring up trouble and how toxic that was of her. As usual, she instantly says she’s so sick and starts to hang up on me. I told her how immature that is of her and how I hate when she does that. She says “You’ve got a God damn nerve” and I said, “You’ve got a God damn nerve to stir up trouble. You couldn’t wait to get on that phone and let your daughters have it just to stir up trouble.” So then she puts my step dad on the phone. He tells me she really is sick. I said, “Not so sick that she didn’t call her daughters to tell us what POS we are”.

Yes, I was at fault that I didn’t call my cousin to send my condolences to her. Guilty as charged. She couldn’t wait to tell me how my aunt thinks all of us are POS for not sending condolences. I honestly meant to, but waited a couple weeks. I had actually called last night, but she didn’t answer and there was no answering message. I do feel bad. Now I feel worse and it’s too late to call after I’ve been told off.

Then I told my dad how I will not forget how he never called me and never would have talked to me again after that huge blow out last year, how much that hurts, and how I’ll never get over it. He said “That’s not true.” It is true. That’s what happened.

So that’s that. Another blow out with my folks. I could not let her badger me and cause drama and get away with it. It triggers me too much and I fight back. Yuck. Shytty family.