I don't really forget big parts of my life but I forget why something significant is no longer important to me anymore.

Like I could wake up one morning and all the things that interested me for the past ten years just feel like a dream and that's pretty weird.

Something that traumatised me for weeks just all of a sudden stopped like as if a door closed on it. I can remember it all but it's like it happened to someone else and I'm completely detached from it.

It's nice in a way because the trauma's gone and I can move on but my behaviour during this phase isn't forgotten by other people but I can't feel guilty because it's like it wasn't even me.

I've never spoke about any of this before so I hope it makes sense.