Well everyone, here i am again. Thanks for all your replies, i hope to keep chating and repling to others as well. It helps to talk about something and see what other people think and what not. I agree that i seem to have a lot of anxiety and have an obsession with others think about me. I've had it as long as i can remember, 3years or younger, which is so far back i didn't even understand the meaning of "what people think of me". I had a ruff start in life and it's easy to see where my fear of rejection and wanting to be accepted stems from. I may try to get in touch with a doc about these issues, but may also try to work them out on my own and with the help of others ( online and close to me ). It's always nice to talk to a doctor but it's very expensive, time consuming and usually involves a group of doctors who are documenting and keeping a permanent file on you. This makes me uncomfortable and wish it was just keep anynomous and not something that would follow you and possibly come back to haunt you later in life. On the other hand you can learn a lot and they can usually use there expertise to help in ways that others just can't because of the limitations they have with education. I once took a series of tests and was then met and discussed the results with a couple of doctors, they were able to tell me a lot about myself that i didn't even know and was shocked that they could know, without even meeting me thus far. Wow is all I can say, but anyway thanks and I hope to hear from you all soon. : )