Sorry for all the check-ins I missed. I did read them, just don’t have the time and energy to post.

I’m still up and down, but most of the severity of the downs are not so bad. The ups maybe less major, but I did find myself immersed in a lot of projects today and thoughts of other things I should/need/want to do.

I did cut my running, only 6 miles today, no other exercise. My ED is feeling super guilty because sone friends of my husband’s brought fried chicken and biscuits, and I ate a biscuit, wing, and most of a thigh for dinner along with having butter pecan ice cream as a snack this afternoon.

I did decide I’d take some downtime this afternoon. IDK, my library’s book club read is making me feel slighted, as if all our circumstances of being part of the white working class poor are due to all our decisions, and that we put ourselves here by being lazy. It does not take into account mental health issues so bad you cannot work or bad job losses near here (funding cuts to NASA caused so many people to lose work, including my husband). I think I am not going to finish this book as it is making me feel depressed, lazy, and stupid.

I spent the afternoon watching a show off Amazon prime (Bosch). I have read all the books in the series and enjoyed them. I started watching this show when it first came out, but now it’s been so long since I’ve watched it, that I have to go back to the beginning.