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Old Aug 18, 2018, 10:03 PM
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I'm now seeing a new therapist...

I saw her once a couple of weeks ago and she's very nice. I recently spent a month in IP treatment, and while I was in the ambulance, the ambulance technician who was sitting beside me started touching me...

Possible trigger:


I am scared. I want to tell my therapist about this, I haven't told ANYONE in person about what happened to me in the ambulance. The worst was that I was so scared I froze up and started having flashbacks of previous abuse.

I feel like I'm holding in a dirty secret and if I tell anyone then I'll get struck by lightening. I don't know how to tell anyone, not even my therapist. I am worried about telling someone, but I need to get it off my chest before I explode!

I'm just feeling so terrible.

I don't know what I am asking for, or what kind of responses I want...
I just hope that someone out there understands and I am not alone
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Thanks for this!
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