After four weeks of interviews and waiting (most impatiently) and building anxiety, I was offered the job yesterday. Now the anxiety has further risen. What happens now? OMG, I've got a job! Will I look like an idiot the first day? Will I screw up? Will I be able to handle it? Gosh, the worry, negative automatic thoughts, and self doubt are sweeping in. I've now got a 10 day wait until that first day. Arrrrgh! Stop doubting yourself!