Does your therapist offer any type of comfort when you cry? If not, have you ever asked for it? Were you rejected? If so, did that rejection change the dynamic in your relationship?

In my experience with my therapist (of only three months) I feel like a wall goes up the second I see her. I don’t think I could cry if I wanted to. And if I did I’m not sure what kind of reaction I would want. Would I feel badly if she didn’t offer something eg. a pat on the hand or shoulder, hug etc.... Or would I feel weak if she did and I accepted?

I’m just not sure why I feel this way when it comes to her - maybe it’s because I don’t trust her?