I’m 20, diagnosed with OCD, agoraphobia, social anxiety and bipolar disorder.

The first 3 named conditions usually hinder me from going out to see friends, let alone strangers.
I have recently had a sudden urge or urges to find a man online who is in my facinity and hooking up with them. I chatted up quite a few men recently with plans to go see this one, that one and whoever else was keen. Today I passed a barrier I thought I’d never cross and actually hooked up. Got the guy’s number and address and left without much thought to what I was doing.

I am back and see this as odd. If I had to explain. I was craving some form of intimacy like never before. It’s never been enough that I would just.... do it?

Seeing is it is against how I usually act or go about things... plus that confidence I had going on. What is going on?