Almost 1 o'clock and I haven't had anything to eat yet. The rational side of my brain is telling me to at least have a little of something, but the other side, the eating disorder part wants nothing to do with it. I ended up purging again last night. I weighed myself this morning and I'm down another pound. The battery in my scale is dying and I need to replace the batteries. Maybe I won't. I could do without the scale.
Just trying to pass the time now by writing here and playing video games. I know come Tuesday, I'm going to be face to face with my therapist and this will no doubt be brought up. We touched on it last week and it was the first time I went into detail about my past eating disorder.
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