Thank you for welcoming and supporting words. My friends say the same. I am also slowly getting now to realize that it's more about the fact that I do not want sex than having a size problem. The former results in the latter. One of my friends even said that each person is assigned a certain amount of sexual energy. In gay world, we dissipate this energy without second thought, very haphazardly, here, there and everywhere. Once you run out of your personal limit, you sexual channel (or chakra) gets blocked. You now can only have sex if you have feelings. I like this explanation because it truly makes sense. I totally understand that I need to defocus from my "size" compulsive thinking. Well, going to be trying. Thank you for the links.
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