You're a bright, intelligent young man... everything is before you.... I can relate to this girl thing.... It gets easier with time... First you love her, then she won't love you, then you love her, then you hate yourself for loving her, then she still won't love you, so you love her some more.... What if she said yes.. then you'd have her... what would you chase then?

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius