I booked a thai massage at the fancy massage place I always go. I started crying before we even began. The lady was nice when she noticed. Told me to be strong. Gave me a hug and a cuddle at the end and made jokes. I obviously tipped her well after I went back to the changing room.

I texted woman T asking if she has any slots for today. Then messaged saying I was okay. Now I am going to message again asking if it's okay that i've changed my mind.