Please take the following as concern for you. You do not have time for exercise? This is a good thing. You do not know what to bring up with your pdoc? How about your ED and the effect it has continued to have on you. Also, there is the substantial stress you are experiencing due to money matters. This is probably not helping you with your ED. What about your dissociation? You think you need blood tests to find out why you are at such a low weight? I guess this will not hurt, and something may show up. IMO you are at your low weight because you have been running sometimes ten miles in one day.

You try so hard to do the right thing in your family’s lives. Maybe some of this same effort should be placed on your own life. IMO you absolutely cannot lose any more weight. You are a smart lady, so you will figure this out. I am just trying to help you along.