For some months I've read your posts about your awareness of having an ED. You frequently tell us your weight and how low it is as though you're casually mentioning the information. I'm wondering, because you have an ED, if you're actually immersing yourself in the dysfunctional satisfaction of how low your weight is by letting your post readers know about your low weight. I'm asserting this because you are still obsessed with exercise that is excessive, and so on. You seem to be spinning your wheels.

I would find it easier to believe that you truly want to go in the direction of recovery when you stop telling us stories about your life and weight loss, and start telling us of genuine steps you're taking toward recovery.