I may have done something right with her for a change. Maybe this needed to happen a long time ago, drawing boundaries. This still feels terribly painful. I am trying to watch a movie to take my mind off of this for a little bit.
I think something happened to me related to this stress. I was running and about to cross an intersection. Everything went white. I could not see at all. I then began to see partial outlines of cars. This was like overexposed film. This went on for a minute. Then when I began to see well enough, I walked to the McDonalds close by. By the time the Uber driver came, I was able to see much better, but everything seemed on the bright side. I think that this is an episode of a conversion disorder.
It looks like this is starting to effect me physically in unexpected ways. I need to cut myself off from my daughter until my stress subsides. I told her that she still can text me for help. What do all of you think about this recent development?
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Dx: Bipolar I, ADD, GAD. Rx: Fluoxetine, Buproprion, Olanzapine, Lamictal, and Strattera.
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