Pdoc says to come back in a week. He prescribed some low dose Seroquel (25 mg) for long lasting panic attacks, so we’ll see.

PCP is sending me for blood work, not that we don’t know why I am losing weight ( I was honest with her). The blood work is to check for abnormalities since the weight loss. She did send in a social worker who gave me 2 places to contact about mortgage relief. I will call them either later today or tomorrow, probably tomorrow because I need proof of hubby’s income, and I am not sure where he has stuff like that as his pay is direct deposit. I can see the bank deposits, but what gets deposited is less than his on paper income, and I don’t know if that makes a difference.

Texas is a hard state to get help in. I can’t get disability because I haven’t worked enough. Our combined income puts us too much above poverty level for me to get disability that way even though both my pdoc and PCP believe I can’t work due to psych issues. Ugh, I wish there were a social worker or someone to help us. The financial issues make the stress worse, which makes everything - bipolar, panic disorder, ED so much wosres. It is beyond frustrating.