I get a severe bipolar cycle about once every 6 to 15 days. About once every 2 to 4 cycles it's strong enough to set me off on a suicide mission. I won't be able to go to a therapist until later this year at the earliest but I know a friend who might be able to get a hold of some prescription bipolar meds for me just until I can go to a therapist. Is there a brand someone can recommend?