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Originally Posted by littlethistle
(F60.1) Schizoid personality disorder
(F60.8) Immature personality disorder
(F90.0) Strong suspicion of Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder
(F44.9) Some suspicion of Dissociative disorder, unspecified
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Hallo again.
I haven't had that much contact with psychiatry, just those times I had to go to get labelled because the work practice they offer to me has to fit me. I haven't gone to any work practice yet and lost out on some welfare money but that didn't matter much to me.
Anyway, they changed my diagnoses. I know I should look inside and see if those are somehow correct but I don't have that kind of insight in my own behaviour. I try but I cannot see myself from the outside.
My current diagnoses are
F44.89 Other dissociative disorder
F941 Reactive attachment disorder
I had no idea an adult can be diagnosed with RAD, but they say it explains both the schizoid traits and the ADHD traits, that it makes people not care so much about others and act impulsive. Fine. I can live with that.
I don't so much like the dissociation stuff. I look at others with dissociation and they have a different childhood and also very different symptoms. I have found about none which has my stuff. It doesn't follow how others experience dissociation. I have never been anyone but myself. I have not zoned out or looked at my situation from afar or felt numb about it. Isn't that what dissociation is? Feeling numb and distant?