It recently occurred to me that every time i use or smell a certain perfume that i used to wear when i had a session with my ex T, i think of Him. i dont wear it often or for other occasions so i dont smell it often and thats why the connection has happened...

but still, its a bit weird for me because i think it should happen when i smell "his" perfume, but for me it happens the other way around.

its comfy to me to have something so simple and "mine" to remind me of a T i really loved and still love, and remember Him through something that is actually "mine" - as a perfume can be of anyone…

same goes for a few particular clothing…

He is and will always be with me... in my mind but also in certain objects… its like having physical proof He was, is and will be with me... always