I am really sorry you are going through this. Is the reason you cannot see a therapist for awhile because of financial reasons, or scheduling (i.e. everyone is booked)? I wonder if you can get an emergency appointment somehow with a psychiatrist? Not sure about an online service for diagnosis, I think you would probably have to see someone in person. Have you been on meds before for bipolar? There are so many meds/ combinations it's something that you probably will have to work on with a professional, unless you know exactly what works and just need a prescription refill. Maybe you could see your PCP for something temporary? Wish I could be of more help, maybe someone else can reply who has more experience with this kind of situation. Of course, if you are unsafe you probably know you should go to the hospital, and they can straighten out meds there pretty quickly.