Thanks for the replies.

Well I spoke to my therapist, who would like me to speak to my doctor.

Ever get this doubt in your mind about whether you aren’t just overreacting?

My family don’t believe in this whole mania thing. They think I just stepped out of my comfort zone. Yeah, into a stranger’s bed? A stranger I had only began speaking to on the same day along with a couple of other’s I would have chosen from if this particular one hadn’t hosted me.

Well f———.