Dear T. Here's what a few different parts of me want to write here:

- I love you lots

- I'm glad we're actually doing some work again

- I don't want to do the stupid work

- this thread is pointless. You can't hear me

- I want to email you again. Pay me attention. Tell me you care again.

- hey T how's it going? Seeya in a couple of days.

- do you still exist? I miss you.