I'm so sorry, Sinking. I like what Pegasus wrote. I'm not sure what you do for a job, and why you are struggling w/ it (is it the people? Is there drama? the responsibility? maybe it's just a wrong fit between the job and you?), but I hope you are able to find something you like, and in the meantime, find a way to tolerate your current job. Are you seeing a therapist who could perhaps help too? Hugs to you. It is such a hard thing to not like your job, be uncomfortable there, etc, and still go in. In a sense, you're a warrior. I hear you are weary though. Big hugs.