I finished my 4 days of higher dose clozaril Saturday night. Yesterday I was still pretty tired. Today I was less tired but maybe not in a good way.

At one point I had to admit to my therapist I was still talking but had no idea what the question was. Other symptoms of hypomania are still present but better than last week. So I'm supposed to monitor and contact my pdoc about another pulse of clozaril (or increasing for a while) if I am having problems.

I'm feeling edgy tonight but it may be from a busy day with my trip to therapy and then visiting with my nieces and watching a movie that was both loud and not my interest.

Hopefully I'll fall asleep soon and wake up feeling good tomorrow. I REALLY don't want to be that sedated again.