You're brave.
I'm an alcoholic, illicit drug and prescription drugs addict.
I gave up drinking after a 2 horrible months stay in hospital for liver failure. I was supposed to of dieded.. 2 weeks intensive care that I was out in dreamland, I never wanted to come back.
I returned to smoking weed only to wean off the withdrawals from oxycodone hydrochloride that I was on for almost a year.. prescription.
Life stinks without feeling euphoria. ..complicated..
Well anyway I don't drink anymore even though there has been two times that I fell off the wagon for the love of vodka lol but I don't have an addiction I don't feel the needs to get plastered every night I don't want to go back to that lifestyle made me miserable alcohol is a depressant why do I want to feel depressed I just want to die.
Oh, it gets darker, much darker.
But now I just love taking long walks during a nice sunny day then landing face down in to a bed of daisies.
Happy days. Stay positive champ.
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