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I don't like life either. For me too there are too many scary horrible things...but I want to live...I want to be happy again. i wish, I hope and I pray every day for happiness.

There's something I wanted your opinion on. When I complained to my pdoc that I feel too tired and low on energy for my age, I would like to be able to study again and be energetic enough to do more housework, he told me .... isn't it good that you are able to be alive and come to visit me and keep your appointment? Would it be good if you weren't able to do even that? He also told me ... if a cripple wants to run smoothly on a rough road, will he/she be able to do it? So be happy with what you have got. I couldn't understand if he was mean to me or trying to be supportive. But I guess his advice wasn't very encouraging.

What do you all think?