are you saying you are bipolar too? i know the feeling along with PTSD too. I don't know why but for some reason this past month i have been doing really good, i was put on xanex 2 months ago, maybe thats why? Now the doctors want to take away our hydrocodone and xanex. I am on both. I have severe back problems and jut had triggerpoint injections yesterday. I know before i felt as though i couldn't stand any noise especially when i have a migraine headaches. do you get them too? I feel for you and wish you the best.