I hope I can still post here since I think I have autism instead of BP...

Someone knocked on my door last night at 1am. It freaked me the f*** out. I don't know if it was those stupid kids or some creepy person, but I locked my bedroom door from the inside and grabbed a large kitchen knife because it scared me. I heard the knocking down the hall too. It was like someone was knocking on every door in the apartment building. (Or maybe they got locked out and were looking for help? It scared me nonetheless.)

Anyway, I'm looking to be evaluated for autism since it runs in the family. I don't believe my BP diagnoses, as I think they're all wrong. (IMO, these professionals are just relying on past diagnoses and agreeing for the sake of agreeing. They know that I probably accidentally misreported symptoms.) They're also wrong about delusions.

Also, btw... Job interview today!! I'm so nervous!! I have NO idea what the interviewer is going to ask. The company just linked me to a webpage with a shitload of review topics. I mean literally 70+ of them. (I think it's a generic page, because they're lazy and they're a huge company that everyone has heard of, so they're popular, everyone wants to work for them, and don't give a f***). If I got the job, my salary would increase by 64% according to my math.