Called T's office...first appointment isn't until Sept. 8th. So it will be over a month since I've seen T. At least she's too new for me to be attached to her. More annoyed and disappointed than anything. Not sure if I am going to get to talk to former T tomorrow since she is helping me transition, but since I won't have had an appointment, I'm not sure if she is going to want to have a phone session or not since the sessions revolve around whether or not new T's that I'm trying are a good fit. Not sure if I want to talk to former T. I mean I want to, but it seems like it just makes the attachment worse. I know we have to stop talking someday soon and prolonging it just seems like its hurting me. But on the other hand, it's my other emotions that want to talk to former T and just hear her reassuring voice. But then I don't want to get in a super depressed slump with lots of SH and SI after talking to her and knowing that things are very different from how they used to be. HUGS would be awesome and appreciated.