Got up at 10am though didn’t want to. Made myself. Need to go to the grocery store but I won’t. There’s enough in the fridge to scrape together 1 more dinner. On a positive note I found my old resume and will update it and try to ignore the anxiety so I can apply for a part time job. Something different hopefully with a lower stress level. If nobody will hire me I might see if our local seniors residence will take me on as a volunteer. Found a meditation group that meets once a month and a beginner yoga class I might consider. Just thoughts tumbling around in my mind with good intentions to push the darkness aside. I hope I can see at least one of them through