I’m happy for those who post saying they want to end it and get support...

And I’m happy that they then feel better...

On the rare occasion I spoke or posted (anywhere) saying I ... I was attacked, and “rightly” so....how dare I have feelings, how dare I express them

I won’t “ever” feel “better”

So how long do I have to freakin ........... with wanting to die every freakin day.

I exit on MY schedule.

That will be the two fingers up to those who violated me.

Not that they could care either way. But I’m worth being treated with dignity and that will not ever happen with the doctors or other “professionals” in this forest.

Their lack of care is NOT FUNNY. Their stupidity befuzzles me.

I’m not a “nice bear”