I'm doing better but I feel sad, numb and depressed. I've kinda lost my appetite. I feel like sometimes I don't know how to live my life without this person. I really hope I become the person I was. I don't want to be obsessed and depressed most of my life. However, I am more peaceful and I can give myself a month or two to get my head straight. I've been thinking a lot and it's starting to make sense. I should have done this after I broke up with him and I've had this since 2015. I'm frustrated and I tell myself I should have gotten over them by now. I just have to do the things I used to love and keep myself busy.