Dear T,

You called me a resilient woman- I wanted to say child. Some of what you said actually does make sense- my different parts are still all me. I do have the ability to take control even when I feel like I don't. I don't think it's something that I wouldn't have been ready to hear before even though it sounds obvious.

I'm terrified at the thought of losing you, but you were also right that my behavior was pushing you away. The big point: When you said I was invading your privacy. I promise I'll stop.