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Originally Posted by cryingontheinside
You are completely right , you must have seen my previous posts . I am stuck in a trap at the moment spending money on that game , because the game is a distraction and I get impulses to suddenly spend my money without thinking about how I will survive without money for a few weeks .
I have social anxiety as well . Going out where there is people is a big struggle for me . Yeah I can understand walking at night but unfortunately I live in a big estate , it takes ages just to walk out of it and like any estate there are all kind of characters living round here , there are also gangs of youths that walk around the estate , probably more so at night time , so I wouldn't feel that good to go out at night in this area .
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Aw, yes, I understand about your not being able to go for walks. It's a tricky one all right. I'm on the same page when it comes to spending impulsively without a thought for tomorrow as well, because I used to have addictions. If you don't mind me saying so, you're addicted to that game unfortunately. But addictions are quite common for people who struggle with depressions and anxieties - not unusual, but a real obstacle to ones progress. Maybe you can address that particular issue first, cryingontheinside? Iron that out, and then you'll begin to feel optimistic about life again. Keep pluggin' away at it.