I haven't been eating anywhere near enough the past week but it's not intentional, it's due to running through my money with all the binge food earlier in the month and I don't have food in the house except oatmeal, nothing else, no crackers, bread, NOTHING. It sucks but I should be going to a food pantry soon. I have a good grocery list for next time I have money so I'm hoping I will stick to it next time. I have had a lot of ED thoughts, you know, how the not eating triggers the restrictive side and tells me this is a good thing and to be happy about the not eating and to keep it up. but I have been resisting them and working on my body image issues.

I haven't exercised the past few days cause I don't want to be burning off too much with barely taking in anything.