The “support” I have received from some of the less unkind “family” members...

I feel like deleting this :-(

I quietly and simply mentioned I was feeling anxious. I am competent with words (I have a degree ) but I have learnt that most people irl simply do not give a ****. And I’m not “just a quiet person” and I’m not “weak”

So I mentioned anxiety... oh the “shame” of it. (Mad face)

Surely I “should” have known better than to talk about anything other than the weather or people they know who I do not know... :-(

I was trying to form some sort of bond. Foolish bear :-(

(This reminds me of a very cruel therapist irl who said he wished he knew how to get me to trust him...but when I did trust him somewhat. Wham. The ugly face behind the veil. A malignant Narcissist at best I was told how indifferent he felt towards me. And a bunch more ugly things I could write a book on. But I won’t waste my time..

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Their reply .. with a snarl.. “what have YOU got to be anxious about”..

Boring? Yes. Very. Where is the love in these “families”

And another “family” member who hardly knew me informed me that I wasn’t “good at anything”

Many of the doctors in this country are similar

No love, no care, no compassion, no insight, no humanity, no soul.

I could “forget” all this (and “move on” ..) if it wasn’t for...........