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Pita said:
Onlyme -
Anger is a stage of grief. It is okay to be angry and maybe just talk to your boyfriend and explain how you are feeling. The world stinks for you right now and you are just going to feel what you feel - there is no right or wrong. He may not understand exactly but at least he will know it is not about him. If you need med's do you have a family doc that you could talk to since you cannot get into your Pdoc for a few weeks?

The only thing that I can suggest is that when I lost my Mom and was angry and sad and lost, the only thing that I could do was to run and work out until I was ready to drop - just wear myself out and it seemed to wear the anger out - did not do much for the sadness or lose but at least I was not seething at everyone else in my life.

At the worse times I also would constantly try to remind myself that my Mom would not want me to be so distraught - and I am sure your Mom would not want you to distraught either - she sounds like a great Mom.

I am so sorry - it is sooo not fair.

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Thanks, Pita. Maybe I need to go for a walk or something. I know my mom wouldn't want me distraught, you are so right. She would understand my being upset and missing her, but not as distraught as I feel now.
I do have an appt with my family doc on the 5th. Still seems so far away.

BJ