Dear T,
I really don't know how to feel after today's session. To use a word you used to describe yourself (or how you can be at times) today, it was intense. I suppose "I'm not immune to you, LT" is the new "You affect me, LT."
You asked if I feel I can handle you. I think so? I'm simultaneously fascinated and terrified. Maybe those are the wrong words. But it's definitely a mix of feelings. Like, I feel you have the potential to really help me (and already have), but I worry about the emotions I'll need to experience along the way. But, as I mentioned today, maybe this is exactly what I need to get to and deal with the stuff that ex-T and ex-MC couldn't?
Trepidatiously,
--LT
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