Aaw, it's not your fault Fuzzy, none of this is, believe me. All the rejections and criticisms and abuses going all the way back to when you were little, are all the shortcomings of others, unfortunately. Please don't punish yourself. It's others negativities that were heaped on us, that made us feel unworthy and less than - keep letting it go, letting it go, letting it go. It's illusions. But it's the challenge of our lives, yes. I'm glad you've learned how to say 'no' too. That's a big step Fuzzy Paws.

((((power_hug!!))))