I'm afraid that I didn't go to inquire about the volunteering, but thanks to those who have been encouraging. It doesn't mean I will never go.

Today was a low day for me. I'm easy to upset. A few days ago, my mood was actually a little up and I got excited about ordering a special cake that would have been a replica of my wedding cake. However, the bakery was getting back to me and I reminded them three times. I finally gave up on them and called to tell them to forget about it. Then an hour later I get a call from them with a quote finally. They said they'd have to modify one part of my idea and that the cake would cost $80. I told them to forget about it. The cake was supposed to only be for my husband and I anyway. But it saddens me a lot!

I'm a good baker, but not good at decorating cakes or certain techniques. The cake I have in mind is complex to make beautiful because of a marzipan wrapping instead of icing. I found a recipe, but it is intimidating me.