Idk what to say honestly. I’ve been single for about 9 years now. I’m the last choice in anything. I’m a good person (unlike the ones these days that are just interested in sex only) i listen as much as possible, heck i even have a stable job (again unlike the ones these days that are to lazy to get up and go to work). I just figured it would be this way. the main problem I have is that holding the relationship together falls on my shoulders as the other party doesnt want to put in half the work and i keep running into those who say they will contribute but dont, they just want to go into my pockets and waste my time. so i’m right with you on the jealousy part of those happy couples almost to a point were inside i wish they would split up or become unhappy. mean of me i know but i’m human and those thoughts do plague me