Do I post this? Am I “deserving” of speaking my truth? :-(

Am I “helping” or “harming”? Does my life have “any value at all” :-(

Logically I say yes I do have value..

Scream :-(

I want someone to “hold my ****kng hand” and “change my nappy”

I want someone to tell me to “go to the doctor and get my medication”

Except I can’t take the meds.

someone’s post made me sad tonight, someone who really believes they are the only person who isn’t “deserving” of “help” in this country it’s not true... the truth is there is almost ZERO “adequate” help and not everyone wants to SCREAM for crumbs :-(

Thanks to the person who said I was so “weak” that I put all my “needs” on one person and they would be “angry” - a mind reader? Because yes, the maternal unit was ANGRY that I had any needs.

SHE WANTED all the FOOD HERSELF

(Not anyone on pc and sorry about all the posts. I always say talking “helps” - it has to even when it doesn’t feel like it’s helping. And even if I have “no value”
maybe I’m helping a silent someone somewhere

If someone had told me years ago that doctor was an Abuser - the TRUTH - maybe I wouldn’t be so “weak” and ****ed up now.

Most doctors are “good people” -have to believe that line.... so why are so many of us in the pits of hell in the uk. I suppose .. and I can only speak for myself..I’m “just one of those people” who “deserve” to be “written off”



But how can that be “true” for so many with MI