I agree it's so hard to get help in this country.
It was so hard for me to even get diagnosed when I knew there was something wrong.
One time I went to the doctor's and tried to explain how depressed I am and that I didn't know what to do.
When my appointment was finished the doctor looked at the man in the waiting room who had an injured leg . He apologized to him so deeply that he had to wait and then he gave me look. I know he had felt that I had wasted his time and that my problem was nonsense - he hadn't even offered me any support . He saw the man with the broken leg and saw that that is Real patient with a real reason to need his help. I had just wasted his time and delayed him from seeing his real patients ! Yes in this country a broken leg is very real . A broken soul is just as serious if not worse but it is invisible there fore the problem is not real and we are just wasting their time. How dare I have tried to seek help when I was living in hell ?