my sister is coming to visit. this is good because i havent seen her in over a year. we talk all the time but i really miss her. i have been having anxiety wondering if i can be me without being others. i havent told her about the dx. i dont want her to treat me any different than she usually does. i used to know how we would be but i am not sure anymore. please be ok for this. please be who she knows. it's important. its everything to me. please