I strongly believe you should avoid reading into things too much. Don't worry I do it too.

As for the pills, well....

You want to be in on a secret of mine. I don't read anything to get me mad. I enjoy YouTube motivation and coping videos. Every day

I'm really sorry Fuzzy, I also sometimes forget that you read posts that may trigger you too.

But I come in peace, and this speech is awesome and it drives me forward. My only hope is that you're accepting that you, me, every one holds on for the life raft.

But also,

Let me tell you something you already know....

Xx