So I'm just trying to mind my own business and keep away from people because of my depression . I even get my food shopping online to avoid people and my anxiety .
So the driver came and he was very chatty which I found annoying because he was asking me personal questions i.e if I work and where I work . I lied and said I worked part time to avoid more personal questions . He then started chatting me up and said could we stay in contact . Omg was horrified and did not know what to do. I said I would take his number even though I had no intention to stay in touch but I felt so uncomfortable and did not know what to do. He insisted I gave him a missed call so I did and now he has my number . Ugh! No no no this is not good. I hate this . Anyway I look so scruffy and rough and not attractive in anyway that I was totally not expecting this at all. I hate this . I won't report him because I don't want to get him sacked but I am so not happy about this. Now I will have to reject his calls and hope that he never comes back to deliver . Ugh. I wish I was more assertive . I wish I said I was married. Sorry I guess this is more of rant than anything else .